Waking into the moment.

by Richard James Allen.

 

         Your alarm clock is screaming

          something in a ghastly language 

          you don’t understand.  Who 

          speaks this gibberish anyway?  

          Imagine saying ‘I love you’ 

          in wake-up tones!  There 

          it goes again.  Jesus wept, 

          what kind of lingo, argot, 

          jargon, patois, rigmarole, 

          gobbledygook, hogwash 

          is this?  What denomination 

          of flummery, twaddle, balderdash, 

           palaver, hubbub, chitchat, claptrap?

 

          The chronometer’s chortling retort:

          “The wagging tongue, the tongue-

          moving-permanently-in-cheek,

          the moonshine malarkey, of time”.

 

          Rattled by that cackle, 

          you bargain with yourself.

          Just another minute. 

          Sideswiped by that snortle,

          you bargain begin yourself.

          Only only a minute.  

          Hee-hawing from that guffaw

          you make a promise to yourself.

          To breathe into every nook 

          and cranny of this minute.

 

          (No one will ever have explored 

          and, upon waking, notated 

          and later recalled 

          for the benefit of all beings, 

         in the exhaustive way you have,

          the multiple 

          and mysterious dimensions 

          of sixty seconds.)

 

          And then you wake up.  And 

          completely forget your bargain. 

          And completely forget 

          to imagine, even for yourself, 

          let alone for the sake of 

          the rest of poor, distracted, 

          suffering, monkeymindkind,

          what it would be like

          if every single instant of our lives

          was as precious to us as this one.